i had been changing my name on the net for quite amount of time
it started with p0pkon for my 1st email address
which now is totally pooffed, cannot use
haha.. by thinking of it no is so funny and useless..
then michelle, my name xD
since my mum's name is Jennifer Tang Mee Yen,
she gave herself this name ---- JenTMY
get it?? jen for jennifer, TMY for abbreviation of her chinese name
therefore, i call myself Micoy
get it??
Mic for michelle OY for abbreviation of my chinese name
then mayllan
Mayl and Lan from megaman, if you know
berryapplejuice was final..
now i start to use my pet's name
stephinine
or stanlee
or i combine as staphstan
hahhahaha
amazing
internet names
I was born to tell you I love you
very nice song frm secondhand serenade
=)
i know this song from Renee, my cousin's roommate which is now my friend
and also a crush.. xD
let's see how long will he last =)
everytime Renee comes over to my place
he surely will grab onto any guitar and start plucking this song
the melody got stuck in my head
idk the lyrics, idk the title
then just now i was looking into the posts that i followed..
i just realise LALA likes the song too <3
i know... the song is awesome!!
after getting to know the song title,
i clicked the ultimate guitar icon in my phone
realiing the song isnt hard
and it just repeats and repeats
something like Canon music
needs something inspiring
that lasts longer than u think it will
u dunno
你永远都不会知道我的痛
而你却……
我觉得我的味蕾开始变了,变很多
可是我对自己信心满满的呀
大家的 quote 都写——做自己 be yourself
SB is something bad
u enuf jor mou???!!!
haaa~~!!!!
SB..!!! ya i talking bad at you now..
who ask u to say liddat
so what if u dun like me??!!
u dun even care about other HUMAN
aahhh...
still claiming yrself as a person who has a religion aa??!!
well, i dun see yr faith in God
finish story!!
you Fuzed Milo
=="
i wish you have longer life!!!
VERY LONG LIFE!!!!!
until u take back what you've said
4D3N at cameron
I can describe briefly about the difficulties I faced,
as you can see.. there are a few supermarkets and 7-Elevens near my house
until I went to Jusco Cheras Selatan,
how la I know..
he like, she like, they like, I like
not so hot mah…
no one stand on my side
if im really that bad aa..
if he did ask me,
Why you no ask me jjjet?? Haaaaa???!!!!
because of this, I got scoldings frm my dad
ehh~~!!!
why not dun talk
zen zen zen
i wan zen tiu fat jor..
too long..
ma fuan dao si ><
i very lazy to take care of my hair jor..
thinking of cutting like Clair initially
but after watching "y're the apple of my eye",
i very much wish to cut SJY's hair
looks easier to maintain
=)
Clair's need to blow, wax, dye, curl
but SJY's.... nothing.. just blow abit, comb, tie up
xD
it's not my fault
not me that take the cloth geh!!!!!!!!
kakak take geh!!!!!
why u go scold me????!!!!!
i very unhappy
liddat fitnah me also can!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!yeeeeeeeerrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
stuppid lorrr. what to do?
applause to the amazing drama
life drama
ok la...
got ups and downs
not nice la
talk ppl liddat
see?
now u see??
shot back to me jor
haizzz =,="
stupid ---- no medicine geh!
====================================
完了咯
被看完了咯
讲人咯
讲到自己中回了
我昨天进弟弟房,要跟他换散钱
他没有在
然后我发现电脑没有关到
我就用咯
哪里知道给我发现他和另外一个女生在讲我
一看到自己的名字会好奇嘛……
都怪自己八卦
给我发现那女的讲我什么,讲我出车祸为了引人注意
什么话来的??
这样也就算了
那女的还翻回我就帐
翻着翻着,
越讲越多
我就在他们的chat放一句
“你什么神仙萝卜皮?这样讲人”
讲了那么多,我最不爽就是她在最后一句说“我什么都不知道”
那么它之前说的是什么话??
在挑拨离间我和他的感情是吗?
后来我就跟他翻牌
摊出来说
他一句来“你什么都没有跟我说?”
“摊牌啦,你现在问,看我答不答你?”
“算了”
问题就在这里,
我说也要他听才可以嘛
to XYZ, you freak
yah..
i couldn't be bothered also to find you talking behind me like that
thanks for supporting the statement that i had an accident by purpose
THANKS A LOT
亏我还当你是朋友
虽然已有大半年没说话了
OK
FINE
=======================================
纯粹要发泄而已
我才不敢讲你呢~
还没尝试到你的厉害咩?朋友
36 nilai moral
Bidang Berkaitan Dengan Perkembangan Diri
1.Kepercayaan Kepada Tuhan
Keyakinan wujudnya tuhan sebagai pencipta alam dan mematuhi segala suruhaNya berlandaskan pegangan agama masing-masing selaras dengan prinsip Rukun Negara.
2.Amanah
Sikap bertanggungjawab yang boleh menimbulkan kepercayaan dan keyakinan orang lain.
3.Harga Diri
Keupayaan dan keyakinan diri agar mampu memulia dan menjaga maruah diri dalam kehidupan.
4.Bertanggungjawab
Kesanggupan diri seorang untuk memikul dan melaksanakan tugas serta kewajipan dengan sempurna.
5.Hemah Tinggi
Beradap Sopan dan berbudi perkerti mulia dalam pergualan seharian.
6.Toleransi
Kesanggupan bertolak ansur,sabar dan mengawal diri bagi mengelakkan berlakunya pertelingkahan dan perselisihan faham demi kesejahteraan hidup.
7.Berdikari
Kebolehan dan kesanggupan melakukan sesuatu tanpa bergantung kepada orang lain.
8.Kerajinan
Usaha yang berterusan penuh dengan semangat ketekunan ,kecekalan,kegigihan,dedikasi dan budaya maju dalam melakukan sesuatu perkara.
9.Kasih Sayang.
Kepekaan dan perasaan cinta yang mendalam serta berkekalan yang lahir daripada hati yang ikhlas.
10.keadilan
Tindakan dan keputusan yang saksama serta tidak berat sebelah..
11.Rasional
Boleh berfikir berdasarkan alasan dan bukti yang nyata dan dapat mengambil tindakan berasaskan pertimbangan yang wajar.
12.Kesederhanaan
Bersikap tidak keterlaluan dalam membuat pertimbangan dan tindakan sama ada dalam pemikiran,petuturan atau perlakuan tanpa mengabaikan kepentingan diri dan orang lain.
Bidang Berkaitan Dengan Kekeluargaan
13.Kasih Sayang Terhadap Keluarga
Perasaan cinta,kasih dan sayang yang mendalam dan berkekalan terhadap keluarga.
14.Hormat dan Taat kepada anggota Keluarga
Memuliakan setiap anggota keluarga dengan berinteraksi dan memberi lanyanan secara sopan untuk mewujudkan keluarga yang harmoni.
15.Mengekalkan Tradisi Kekeluargaan
Menerima,menghormati dan mengamalkan sesuatu kebiasaan,adat dan kepercayaan yang diwarisi secara turun-temurun dalam keluarga.
16.Tanggungjawab terhadap Keluarga
Kewajipan yang harus dilaksanakan oleh setiap individu terhadap keluarga untuk melahirkan keluarga bahagia,meningkatkan imej dan menjaga maruah keluarga.
Bidang Berkaitan Dengan Alam Sekitar
17.Menyayangi dan Menghargai Alam Sekitar
Kesedaran tentang perlunya memelihara dan memulihara alam sekeliling untuk mengekalkan keseimbangan ekosistem.
18.Keharmonian antara manusia dan alam sekitar
Keadaan saling memerlukan hubungan yang harmonis antara manusia dan alam sekeliling supaya kualiti kehidupan manusia dan alam sekeliling terpelihara.
19.kemapanan Alam Sekitar
Pengekalan Keseimbangan alam sekeliling sebagai tanggungjawab bersama kesejahteraan hidup.
20.Peka terhadap isu-isu Alam sekitar
Prihatin terhadap persoalan yang berkaitan dengan alam sekeliling dan berusaha menyelesaikannya,
Bidang Berkaitan Dengan Patiotisme
21.Cinta Akan Negara
Perasaan yang sayang dan bangga kepada negara serta meletakkab kepentingan negara melebihi kepentingan diri.
22.Taat Dan Setia Kepada Raja Dan Negara
Kepatuhan dan kesetiaan yang berkekalan kepada Raja dan Negara.
23.Sanggup berkorban Untuk Negara
Kerelaan melakukan sesuatu tau menyerahkan sesuatu ternasuk nyawa sebagai tanda kebaktian untuk Negara.
Bidang Berkaitan Dengan Hak Asasi Manusia
24.Melindungi Hak Kanak-Kanak
Membela,memberi naugan dan memelihara hak kanak-kanak bagi menjamin kehidupan mereka yang sempurna.
25.Menghormati Hak Wanita
Melindungi dan mengiktiraf wanita sebagai individu yang boleh memberi sumbangan dalam pembangunan keluarga,masyarakatdan negara.
26.Melindungi Hak Pekerja
Menghormati,menghargai dan mengiktiraf perkhidmatan dan jasa dalam sumbangan golongan pekerja dalam pembangunan negara.
27.Menghormati Hak Golongan Kurang Berupaya
Memberi layanan yang bersopan kepada golongan kurang berupaya supaya tidak berasa tersisih dan mengiktiraf mereka sebagai insan ciptaan Tuhan.
28.Melindungi Hak Pengguna
Membela dan memelihara hak individu untuk menjadi pengguna yang berilmu,mendapat perkhidmatan serta barangan yang berkualiti dan tidak mudah diskploitasi.
Bidang Berkaitan Dengan Demokrasi
29.Mematuhi Peraturan Dan Undang-Undang
Menerima dan mematuhi peraturan dan undang-undang yang telah ditentukan tanpa mengira sesiapa dan di mana seseorang itu berada.
30.Kebebasan Bersuara
Kebebesan berucap dan mengeluarkan fikiran dengan batasan tertentu bagi menjaga keselamatan dan ketenteraman.
31.Kebebasan Beragama
Kebebasan Setiap Individu untuk menganuti dan mengamalkan agamanya seperti yang dipertentukan dalam Perlembagaan Malaysia.
32.Penglibatan Diri Dalam Pembangunan Negara
Kebebasan untuk melibatkan diri dalam pelbagai aktiviti pembangunan negara dengan mematuhi peraturan,undang-undang dan Perlembagaan Malysia,
33.Sikap Keterbukaan
Bersedia memberi dan menerima pandangan,pembahuruan dan kritikan selaras dengan kebenaran fakta dan norma masyarakat Malysia.
Bidang Berkaitan Dengan Keamanan Dan Keharmonian
34.Hidup Bersama Secara Aman
Hidup berbaik-baik antara sama satu lain dengan mengutamakan kedamian dan keharmonian hidup tanpa mengira agama, bangsa dan budaya.
35.Saling Membatu Dan Berkerjasama
Usaha yang baik dan membina yang dilakukan bersama pada peringkat individu,komuniti atau negara untuk mencaai sesuatu matlamat.
36.Saling Menghormati Antara Negara
Menghormati dan memuliakan hubungan antara negara untuk menjamin kesejahteraan sejagat.
bored jor~
lazy to ctrl+b and ctrl+u
remember, nilai moral, you memorize from the bottom to the top
not the way that the teachers would teach
i believe that everyone that takes moral are familiar with the prekembangan diri part
therefore, start memorizing from the bottom
一个拥抱
就那么的一个拥抱
pleaseeeee~~~
我依然觉得他对我没有兴趣
可是
为什么上帝要他出现在我面前?
为什么要选这个又爱又恨的晚上?
明天我考历史
也是我最大的噩梦
就这样,
上帝,您安排了
让我们相遇
我有少许后悔
为何我不去坐在他旁边
他有多么的迷人,
或许连他自己也不清楚吧!
他今天给我的一个眼神
融化了我的心
好美妙的感觉
我有多么的想把时间冻留在那刻
我. . . . . 为他,疯了
我很想见他久一点
可是残忍的历史考试就在明日
我喜欢他
他知道吗?
他应该知道吧
或许吧
希望吧
我现在只需要一个拥抱
我就会有如充满正能量地坐在考场里
一幕一幕地看着他在我记忆里的片刻
他偷走了我的心
我的人也随着我的心向他去了
不用还
不用还给我
我愿意把我的心交给你
梦也交给你吧!
我相信你
上帝,
请您让他逗留在我梦境里
若有一天他对我动了心,
求您把他留在我身边,现实世界里与梦境
阿门
C.E.P.U.M.A.S
cepumas
- jumlah nilai hadiah (biasanya berupa wang terkumpul)
- yang terbesar yang mungkin dimenangi dalam sesuatu permainan, pertaruhan, dan sebagainya.
stupid cepumas
many ppl say that they know the word ayamas
but not cepumas
wakakaka
die laa~
SPM vs year end holiday
last year
i had been complaining with so many of my friends
saying that can the gov push forward to delay our SPM
so that i can play with my cousins during year end holiday
Fadzly told me to write letter
to who?
Mr M // Mr N??
which to?
then some say that even if i DID write to them
they might not even read my letter
=(
but now, today
im very much not sure if there are many people having the same wish as mine
i always knew that pure science stream candidates have the prior to end exam earliest
=D
which is where i am now at
this year,
im not sure if some gov people heard what i've said last year
but they made pure science subjects end on 30 nov
which gives me the whole December for me to be with my cousins =))
im so happy, at the same time im excited(nervous) to start and end my SPM
there is also one suggestion that i start talking this year
which is to place a 100 on SPM cert if the candidate did get a perfect 100
cuz they deserve it
instead of putting the perfect 100's with the lucky 90A+'s in the same catergory
this way, pupils will aim for 100 instead of allowing ownself to forgo some topics
and get a lucky 90A+
i talked abt this to my class tcher
she just layan me, abit sarcastic i shall say
=(
myb not many ppl can digest my futuristic thinking
命
过了今天,
我还能有尊严的活下去吗?
我真的能吗?
我对自己的信心已去了一大半
如今的我,
不再是从前的我
没有因为
我向来都不答 “为什么” 这个问题
我不喜欢
我不喜欢没有权力说话的我
我…… 没朋友了
没有可以与我平起平坐的朋友了
今天的我
是站在高高在上的地位
可惜
越高地位的人,越没有朋友
知心的朋友
因为,这种人,
只会被人高高地捧起
让我目中无人
虽然我可以称得上是 有身份地位被人捧到高高的
但此,我已被宠坏了
坏透了
我爱上被捧的那一刻,
也就是
我慢慢被疏离的一刻
i duwan sit for exam
T^T
SPM is around the corner
i dun like the pressure
the pressure is no pressure
haizz..
i hope can get more than 6A's
haishhhh
damn damn damn
what'd i do to have you
here here here
i wish you were here
damn damn damn
what'd i do to have you
near near near
i wish you were here
================================
damn la!!
liddat also can =="
monday i went to sing K with a very old friend of mine
her bf, she, and i
all together RM 28++
with the drinks RM31+
with that kind of price, we got a room
which was pretty near to the freaking toilet
long time she and i no meet jor,
oh dear~
we both grew sideways so much~
ughhh . . .
the bf is a smoker, but very nicely,
he smoked in the toilet
thx boy
as for her,
myb stick to him too much jor
she also evolving into a smoker slowly
the worst thing was,
she actually asked me if i wanted to have a cigarette
i was like
"who do you think i am?"
>~<
i really cnt bare believing myself as a smoker
WTHeck
left there at 6pm
i was also chasing against time
as my bro n i had a date with William at GMi
for basketball in the evening
a freaking handsome boy, with no gf
well . . .
i wun go for him, unless he approaches me
xD
which i think it's kinda hard
cuz he seems to be . . .
. . . how to say~
trying to keep distance with me
although i was kinda surprised that he sat beside me tday
during dinner =)
hehe~
but...
BUT~~~!!!
today i slipped frm the stairs,
he... T^T
he didn't try to pull me up
NOT EVEN MY OWN BROTHER attempted to help me
CC and back, both kena
aff la~
=(
i dun think i can drive,
or at least at that moment i DIDN'T want to drive
i was really hoping that he would drive me home
but reality is cruel
he passed it to ah wang
i dun wan
i dun wan
i dun wan
u understand
i like you!!!
nvm..
no one understands me
.M.A.L.A.C.C.A.
this time geng lo~~!!
ownself go malcca
hehe~~
morning bus so empty
diwali day summore xD
i now hoping william can fetch us go home tme
im curious abt what car will he use
and also to prove it's me or it's him that makes me skip a heartbeat when im alone in the living room
im sure that will happen through out the whole day tmr
until i reach home.. i suppose
im not sure
><
aiyo...
SPM is getting nearer each n every day
my add maths arhh~~
QE i can do
now start Vector can
=P
collinear n parallel kill me lo
for the 1st time, i painted my nails black xD
i got put stones so that i dun look so emo
most of em drop jor
some even the 1st day also drop jor =.="
no use la
if tmr can go home... i go work at office =)
and the next week i bring book go there and "work"
act no work one laa..
just help out to jaga the office
if my laptop still not done yet then kaolat lo
nth to do
=.=zzZZZ
good night
sleep tight
dun let the bed bugs bite!!~
less than three
OK Fine!!
senr my lappy to Sony Center
nothing they can do
=.="
WASTED
William xjadi go golfing at Fraser Hill
but he also refuse to go MV with my bro n i
i got bored after buying necessity
and my money bag left with only 5
crazy
cuz on sat i went to buy 2 skirts~~
nice
today i wore ther Burberry -like skirt to MV tdy
now really
"mummy, i want money"
im desprate for money
T_______T
no fair!!!
you la!!
lure me to buy stuffzss =.="
just backed up my lappy
ahh...
if tdy or tmr morning my lappy's prob sloved,
then tmr i will go malacca early morning w bryan
happy??
Renee!!! PUT YOUR HANDS UP P P P P P
haha~~ xD
my counselor is chatting with me on facebook
sry..
i cannot bare seeing her looking at my status writing abt her ><
贱女人
你有种!!!
叫我“沙滩”
叫我 playgirl
请问下你那一个眼睛,那一个耳朵
看见听见我有别的男人
那时我和蛋糕在一起的时候也跟你在一起
那个我承认
我没有办法否认,因为街头所知
可是我现在是两手空空的情况之下与你分手
所以,你没有资格叫我那两个名词
OK??
不?预了的啦。
你给我收回那两个名词,我跟你讲!
我想念你了
我想念你了
我真的想念你
你在我生命里留下的所有痕迹
我,每一个都当宝贝那么地
收住,
呵护住,
爱护住。
因为我在乎
我在乎你对我的看法
虽然我比不上你的 Ex
可是我会因为爱情的力量而改变自己
当你转身,要离我而去
我当场垮了
我不知道你可以给予我那么大的 impact
我觉得是老天在耍我
还是。。。。我在自己耍自己
虽然我表面上说我想念你了
可惜的是,”你“不是你
而是另一个他
got tried of you
every night also the same routine..
at the beginning it was fun
but slowly, these exciting babies get not so exciting
remember the feeling when i first have contact with you??
yah.. it's fading
不要变心……好吗
最近读了一篇散文,
好美哦~
有少少感触
不要变心……好吗
by Zihao
男孩和女孩在一起了……那年…他们十五岁……
男孩住在怡保…女孩在芙蓉…因为距离的关系…他们只能通过手机来联系…
男孩每天都和女孩透过短信聊天…有时也会打电话给女孩…只要女孩不开心…男孩就会陪她…哄她…
刚在一起时两人都觉得很幸福……但久了…女孩心中的寂寞便堆积的越来越高了……女孩不开心
时…男孩只能通过电话…传来一丝丝的疼惜……
科技虽然发达…但是却不足以让两个人的心连在一起……
女孩要的…是一个能随时让她依靠的肩膀…而不是一把透过电话传来的声音……
男孩很爱女孩…很爱很爱……
但他忘了……距离…是捏杀一段完美爱情的凶手……
不久之后…女孩和另一个男生在一起了…但她没让男生知道…她不想伤害男生…因为男生一直以来对她很好…如果不是距离的关系…他们会是一对很要好的情侣……
女孩慢慢的对男孩冷谈了…男孩虽然察觉到…但他没说设么…依然像以前一样…陪女生聊天…
女孩忍受不住男孩对他的爱…她向他说出了一切…并提出分手……
男孩没有说设么…只是流下了一滴眼泪……
看着男孩…女孩的心突然痛了起来……
女孩知道…男孩不适合她……再纠缠下去…只是浪费时间…于是她转身离去…留下了伤心欲绝的男生…
过了几个月…女孩被甩了…原来那男生早已有了女友…女孩只是他在外的玩物……
女孩很伤心…她终于明白了男孩那时的感觉…
她很后悔…后悔自己为设么伤害了男孩……
男孩终于从女孩好友那里知道了她的情况……
男孩听了女孩的遭遇后…就立刻去找女孩……
因为他知道…女孩现在很需要他……
当他见到女孩时…女孩的样貌让他很心疼……
他让女孩在他怀抱哭泣…
男孩并没有去找那男生算账……
因为她知道…女孩不想把事情闹大……
过后他们在一起了…因为女孩知道…一年前那个决定…是她的错觉…也是她的错决……
那年…他们十六岁……
男孩依旧住在怡保…而女孩则在芙蓉……
经过了那件事之后…男孩变的很多疑……
男孩经常怀疑女孩有另外一个男朋友……
女孩一一的在忍受…
因为她知道…这不是男孩的错…要不是自己伤害了他…他也不会变成这样……
终于有一天……
男孩因为怀疑女孩有了另一个男友而提出了分手……
女孩苦苦挽留…但男孩却漠视她的悲伤……
女孩的心再一次受到了伤害……
心……很痛很痛……
女孩带着伤痕…离开了男生……
女孩的好友很生气…把男孩骂了一顿…还打了他一巴掌……
男孩终于知道自己犯了一个很愚蠢的错误……
于是他努力的…想要禰补他犯下的错……
但女孩告诉了他一句话……
"身体上的伤会好…但…心灵的创伤却永远都无法禰补"
女孩开此避开他……
男孩用尽一切方法去找女孩……
但女孩就像空气般…消失不见了…
从今以后…他一直一个人……一直都是自己一个……
而且…男孩也不再哭了……
因为…泪…早已在女孩走的那一天…流干了……
成绩又出炉了!!~~
Bahasa - 66
English - 81
Moral - 82
Sejarah - 54
Mod Maths - 76
Add Maths - 56
Biology - 68
Physics - 55
Chemistry - 54
2A 1A- 2B 4C
can tahan mah???
cnt?
ok lo~
Today is just not my day II
yay!! another self destructing day
i find myself annoying
T_T
i wana be the one that is everything
yes, i admit, i wana be a wannabe xD
tmr is PMR candy-dates' BIG HUGE GIGANTIC day <3
to those '96 handsome boys and beautiful girls, have fun scribbling the OMR paper
cuz u will miss it when u get into SPM's pressure
=D
and because tmr is such a big day,
my bro, a '96 has the ticket to go out
at midvly
i was BORED
so i went for the GALACTIC LASER
so little ppl =="
i alone, 2 girls and air..
so i decided to wait
i saw a guy.. ^^ *drool*
yay!! got ppl play
i tried to offer the groupon.. got turned down =="
still keeping it
so i redeemed one
i get 3 rounds
the 1st game starts
FREE game
every one is your enemy
suiciding is not advised
a game starts with
got 4 girls nia.. boys?? 12
i went in... finding for a killer codename xD
TERMINATOR!!
a grey baju guy and i touched it at the same time
such a nice guy... =')
thank you v muchh, appreciate it v much
at the preparation room, i caught the admin's attention
beginning of the game,
he told me to hit the box at the corner =)
got me some extra marks
and then middle of the game
he guided me to a dragon
wow~ 5k points if i finish the shooting
took me quite some time though =)
yay!! TERMINATOR at the top with 6k++ points
everyone was like "who is terminator??"
then the admin and the grey baju guy pointed at me
2nd round.. the 3 girls went off.. byess
leaving me only girl with 12 boys
this time it is a team game
so the guys were like wanting to join my team
wow~
cuz i was strong, i suppose xD
in the end, admin decided to make 6 vs 7
and of coz im in the 6
xD
i got 1st again
hehe~~~
oh oh oh.. i tell you
today i saw "COBRA" ==,
the one i saw earlier
same team as me summore ,,^^,,
handsome boy~
thick eyebrow, tall, ghey earings x2 on left, spec-less, slippers, shorts, body fit shirts......
starting to get nasty here
xD
he is so not my type... but i dun mind 24/7 staring at him =D
gesiao~<<< me @@
oh my kaki!!~~
sore sore ler~~
naseb got laogong help me press2 abit =))
tyty mwakx mwakx
geli =="
10 个原因为什么我不爱假期
1. 显到……!!
2. 没有人陪我
3. 家里我一个人
4. 一整天粘床
5. 没有精神
6. 少了那份推动力去读书
7. 吃很多
8. 喝很少水
9. 懒得出去走走
10.少冲凉
为了PMR有必要放我们假吗?
无聊到死你知道吗?
一天到晚只会睡
迟早瘫痪不动 =="
今天是星期五,爸爸妈妈不在家
想离家出走一天
去玻璃市找人
最后还是没有去
因为??我传达能力差
没有人会赞同我做法
其实……如果我要的话,
我大可跟爸爸妈妈上泰国去
顺便…
经过下李吉汉的家乡changlun,看看稻田
经过下我宝贝的大学所在地 kangar,看看他城市长得怎么样
=)
To Blowers =)
now only i realise got people reading my blog
hehe~~
thanks =))
your visit means a lot to me
feel like changing the layout of my blog
give me a colour and a character
like for this default layout is blue and angel doodles
去死吧!
对!就是你!不用怀疑!!
你知道我最爱的就是你
是不是因为我最近开始与他接近了,
你之所以会这样对待我??
我自问有努力过要了解你
可是… …
T^T
事情往往不会那么理想
唉~~
冤孽啊!!!
你竟然出一题关于 double fertilisation 的题目
搞到我真的不知道该怎么答
结果~ 放空
你——生物
他——历史
Happy Birthday Daddy~~
C G Happy birthday to you C Happy birthday to you G F Happy birthday to dear name F C G C Happy birthday to you [ song - happy birthday chords ]
daddy seems weaker and weaker day by day
we all worry if he could survive this WAR he has a WAR to face,
my bro and i have our own WAR's to face too
i wonder what's mum doing~
Y.O.U
i seriously need someone to talk to now..
cuz i miss you!
it's so hard
the distance is one
the jealousy is killing me, or shall i say insecurity
i need some one to talk to..
the some one used to be you
but now... things have changed
i am resisting myself from telling my problems to another guy friend,
cuz i dun want to have a 2nd you
i start to talk alot with lala
but... you are busy people
this depresses me
when u need me, im there
but when im in need, i couldn't find anyone of you
why is it so hard to be a good person???!!!
i think that i did my best, but it's not enuf i suppose
everyone thinks that im strong
but im not
i have emotional moments
everyone thinks that i can stand alone
but i cant
i need to be accompanied
禁
不也以!!不也以!!不也以!!
不也以看
看了会哭
苦了眼肿
肿了不美
不美,讨厌
*facepalm*
干醋——吃了好几桶
我不要~~ 我不要吃醋
因为会显得我好没有风度
但想想下,风度好像只有男生需要
=\
矛盾 矛盾
没有hala tuju 了
都拜你这个大学所赐啦!
搞到他没有心情,连累我也没有心情
你曾告诉我,你有可能没有机会像以前那么常打信息给我了
你问我我能忍受吗?
我说可以
可是,… … … … 距离是其次
她是我最大的威胁
看来,我太想赢
还是你就是那种追求着完美——得不到的对你来说是完美的人
现在超无聊的!
思念 好痛苦
人家说,情侣之间会吃醋是健康的
因为当你完全不去理会的时候,也就是说掰掰的时候了
好像有点道理
又好像是不成道理的道理
hmm....
迷惑
爱情,没有对与错
只怪我太天真
Nightmare
OOH~~~ sejarah, worst nightmare among the other subjects
but u know what? im starting to get the hang of it
it's just that many people give negative thoughts about it,
so i dare not go sebarkan that i can manage to read sejarah w/o blurring out my sight
cuz i used to hate sejarah so damn much
until most of the negative thoughts were initiated by me
opps! hehe~~
now im trying to get form 4 sejarah text book from people who i call - friends
i realise that i absorb better when reading from long story-like paragraphs
wow~ i cant believe that i am actually complimenting this hatred subject
>.< don't hate me, for those ppl who hate history subject from the bottom of their heart
this world is flooded with miracles,
you just need to believe to realise their existence
i found mine <3
after the suicidal SPM trials, i will work out my
- history
- additional mathematics [dydx, tauge, Q function, trigonometry...]
- KOMSAS bahasa melayu
- english literature
- mathematics [earth as a sphere, base 5, graph question, matrix & set]
- biology essay
- chemistry [salt]
- physics
- moral values and definition
before this, my hatred are hist, add maths, KBM, eng lit, phy and moral
but now im left w KBM and add maths
by the end of this month i wana love all of em
psssst, i finally found my motivation to score nice nice results =)
im aiming high just to go to USM at penang <3
this dream had been following me since standard 5
ever since i got to know DANIEL LEE aka DANELL LEE that graduated from USM
whoots~~
furthermore, my laogong is at Perlis,
so by going to USM, it's going to bring me closer to him
*\(^o^)/* nice eh?
I hate youuuu!!!
it's always abt u..
why cant it be me
i hate u!! u chocolate!!
AARGH!!!
i know what dip into chocolate also very nice.
especially strawberries...
so??!!
why must be MY stawberry??!!
why take mine??!!
what's your problem?!!
i dun like you
neither do my friends
leave us alone laa
all u know is stealing,
u thief!!
i hate u very very much u chocolate
wud u be so kind to just
FUDGE OFF!!!
old old drafts
hehe...
it feels so good to know that he is still available
and in search summore~
woots to me
i really3 like him
but he just seems to stick to her so much
==================================
this was in my draft box,
i couldn't recall who is "him"
shud be william la~~
cuz last year year end geh
mae mae~~
disturb
yeer~~!!
dun lure me to fight w u everyday laa~~
i kinda worry that i will eventually fall in love with you... or not
there's a saying that
if this guy keeps on bullying you,
their are actually attracted to you
but please la
i don't want!!
i know i got someone jor~~ <3
so dun come and interupt
dun seduce me
dun lure me
dun pick on me
go kacau the small girl you used to kacau
i wan close eyes, ears, nose..
see no evil, hear no evil, "smell" no evil
================================
ouhhh SPM trial
everyday i get super excited when i see someone leak out tips for this exam
but once i go into their wall,
then only i see SMK...................., Kuala Lumpur
chocolate la KL teachers
go leak
we Selangor students 99.999% pure usaha lo~
no teacher want to risk getting fined for leaking out
================================
to laogong,
你…………知道我在等你吗?
离
昨晚,你离开了雪州,
去到一个你以前发梦根本没有想过会去的地方,
根本就没可能嘛。
有多少个人听过UniMAP 这个大学?
九点了,
我电话"哔"一声,
你传了一封简讯给我说你到了。
我把在充着电的电话拔下,
拿了一个包到不像样的礼物,
走下楼梯,很冷酷的把锁匙牵走,
脸摆出一副无所谓的样子走出了家门口。
咿??
我邻居在做烧烤会呐~
但是…… 怎么只有你们父子两个人呢?
没有请朋友过来哦?
我急着要下去,没有时间去应你们,
失礼 失礼
一路上用着“买面包”三个字来回应所有见到的熟人我
其实是要下去见你,顺便买面包
但是最后变成了是下去买面包,顺便见你
眼镜,有魔力
它把我给狠狠地锁住我的焦点
你戴的那副眼镜反射了在马路上车水马龙的灯
一闪一闪的
我就这样毫无抵抗力地走到马路的对岸
车,我讨厌你
你知道你差点就把我给撞到吗?
useless
我本来要很潇洒地把礼物放下就走去买面包的
可是自己发花痴,不想那么早就离你而去
=="
现在有点后悔,
早知道就不要呆在你旁边
直接去买面包不就好了吗
或许是因为有你爸爸在后面看着,
要不然过马路你怎么不牵我手或拉我衣呢?
在走着去"以累" 的路上
我见到了小学兼中学同学
没办法啦,我这种爱社交的人,离不开打招呼的习惯
也是用“买面包”过关的 =)
呼~~~!!
在一个充满危险性地区的我差点性命不保
又是一辆车
我驾车没有撞人就算很好了咯
><
走着 走着
不知不觉地走到了你妈妈那里
可怜的我被训话
我只好嬉皮笑脸地把时间带过
应酬应酬就好
老人家,怎样都是比较多话讲
就让她讲吧
后来我才发现我比较喜欢他不说话的爸爸
我懒惰,没有心情
不想讲话
对!我就是那么的无情冷血
你说要走走,好,陪你
一过对面,你走上了台
她………………
我是隐形的
连我差点跌到都没有人理会
也是啦,我穿什么,她……
我在吃干醋可以吗?
我要提前回家可以吗??
我不想见证你跟她有多么的过分
p/s : 我被禁止写她的所作所为,所以我以"……"带过
信任有在,可是却失去了安全感
保重
接下来我去我邻居家吃喝玩乐
他们把宵夜当晚餐
好恐怖哦
我不知不觉得吃了好多好多的黑胡椒香肠
呵呵
谢谢安哥安蒂
11.30pm 回家噜~~
chores
C to the H to the R to the E..... to the S
wow~
i freaking hate this word
because it's not just A job
but many many many jobs
raya jor, kakak also not home jor
so all her job, we do lu
i do laundry, he do floor and rubbish
dishes, alternate days
Raya mood
*slurppp*!! oops xD
but some are just plain lucky, they NEVER expand
be thankful >< as we are jealous of u underweight-ers
for those who mintak maaf frm me, i shall keep that dendam til tmr
just for the sake of fun xD
anyways,
SELAMAT HARI RAYA
HAPPY HARI RAYA
开斋节快乐
ハリラヤ おめでとう
to all of you out there, doesnt matter la if you M, C, I', I", or K
MOO lamp
wakakakakaka
waipo got me a moo moo lamp
it's light blue LED light, so it's closer to white
why i knw it's light blue???
because my tutor once told me that no one invented a white LED yet
ngee =D
hahah
i turn it on for many many hours jor
still not yet die
cuz i very excited wanna charge it till bao bao~
then test again the duration
七早八早就被打入冷宫,好无聊哦~~
你,给我小心点
我是一个非常需要被注意的人
就算全世界冷落了我,你不可以冷落我
=(
因为我需要你的注意力
如果连你都不要理睬我的话,
我的世界就仿佛变成了一片漆黑,没意思了
你愿意为我牺牲,我感恩
可是我为你牺牲的,换来的也不过如此
没新鲜感
我是坏女人
既然我选得上这条路,
我决定走到底
理得他我会不会得到报应,
我曾因为他人眼光而放弃了一段珍贵的感情
我不想历史重演
所以这次,我想跟我喜欢的人在一起
会被批评,我预了
分别只在严重或轻微而已
但被赞同,我真的没有想过会有人支持
外面的人,谢谢你们那么的“关心”我的世界
但是请不要告诉我 do & don't's
因为我知道我要什么,
所以我不需要知道我自己在做什么
===========================
对不起
谢谢
我要飞!!
呜呜呜~~
huhuhu
被欺负~~
being bullied
T_T
我被禁止写关于你的事
i'm forbidden to write about you
你,夺走了我的自由
you, took away my freedom
呜呜~~
huhu
我要哭!!
i want to cry!!
我要一哭二闹三上吊
i want to 1cry, 2make noise, 3gantung diri
呜呜~~~
huhu
~>~<~
(坐在地上,脚乱踢)
(sitting of floor, legs kicking in all direction)
若我是一只无脚的小鸟那该有多美好
wouldn't it be good if i were a leg-less bird
不需要被束缚,也没机会被束缚
don't want to be tied, no chance to be tied also
哈哈哈
hahaha
我要永远的飞在自由自在的天空
i want to fly in the free sky forever
有蓝天白云的陪伴,我的世界应该会很美满吧?
being accompanied by blue sky and white clouds,
my world would be perfect bah?
唉~~
haizzz
与其在这里想着bukan bukan 的 statement
instead of thinking of bukan bukan statements here
不如想想下下一秒如何与老公过哦?
better that i think of what to do with my husband up next
M X H
M X H will start very soon xD
so excited
1 week very fast pass geh~
i hope that u take all the advantages you could during this 1 week
cuz after that i will prepare ropes, chains, locks, sockets.... etc
i call it a LOVE GAME of M X H
jk nia~~ =D
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
等待是一件很浪漫的事,我自我安慰 "~"
其实。。。。 我不介意等,可是我介意等待过程的风险
因为。。。。 我会怕你离开我:我会怕我会离开你
=\
所以。。。。 老公,不要让我等久久哦 ♥
写给想爱、正在爱、失去爱的人
是否想过,你们正是对方的幸福。
爱不是逃避,是努力。
不是逃避着给彼此幸福的责任,而是努力的实现让彼此幸福的义务。
当你说离开是为了不让对方受到伤害的时候,你已经给对方造成了最大的伤害。
爱就是要努力在一起。
不要因为害怕彼此离开而体谅。
体谅是因为爱,而不是因为恐惧。
爱是一种责任,不可以轻易的离开。
让你为离开而恐惧的人,算不上爱人,就付出再多,要离开的人,终究是会离开。
不要觉得不了解也会有爱情。
在不了解的时候,我们仅仅是喜欢,达不到爱情。
当彼此的缺点暴露出来以后,很多时候这喜欢也就会结束了。
爱是宽容,爱着彼此的一切。
爱上不了解的人,或许,你爱的只是他的新奇罢了。
不要相信对你说不介意你跟异性过于亲密的人。
这样的人不是骗你就是在玩你,或者根本就不在意你。
你会不介意你的爱人和异性亲密到忘记你存在的地步么?
想想就知道了。或者,他本身就不介意在几个异性之间周旋。
不要在几个异性间周旋。
爱情是2个人的存在,容不下第三个人。
凡是觉得可以左拥右抱的无非是网上言情小说看多的人。
爱情是专一的,请记好。
不要给彼此太多的压力。
适当的和异性保持距离,对你们的爱情是有好处的。
过近的距离,也许会在不经意间,做出让彼此难堪的举动。
不要去欺骗你的爱人。
记得,若你没有骗他一辈子的把握,那么便对他说实话。
当谎言一再被揭穿的时候,有可能一切都结束了。
不要觉得样貌会成为很大的障碍。
60年后,有没有人能没有皱纹,没有白发?谁又能不变衰老,不变矮小。
也许你没有貌,但你有才。也许你没有才,但你温柔。也许你没有温柔,但你……
也许你什么都没有,但是也许,他正爱着你的平凡。
不要把周围的环境看的太重。
谈恋爱的是你们,和周围的人又有什么关系。
但是请善待彼此的家人,朋友。很多东西,只是给自己的借口罢了。
困扰
我,没有方向感
我,好无奈
我,讨厌自己
讨厌自己破坏别人的世界
讨厌自己无法为自己的未来做决定
讨厌自己那么地令自己讨厌
啊!!崩溃啦
我根本就不知道自己要的是什么
伤心啦
感情世界
可以让你感觉到有如上了天堂般的滋味
页金额以让你感觉到有如掉进地狱的滋味
现实与幻想的界限,非爱莫属
分手快乐
残酷的现实
这世界,超现实的!
一对男女,牵着手,不小心放漏眼,放手一下,搞不好对方已经开始跟别人搭讪了
恐怖吧?
我就是一个例子
我前男友虽然把我照顾得无微细致,可是我还是被判了他
不知这样,我还搭讪了一个有女朋友的男生
找死咯~
现在?等天收
=(
寂寞,无奈,空闲,等等……
让我有机可乘
总之呢~我就是一个坏到不能再坏的坏女人
一个,两个,三个……
又来一个九不搭八的题目
哈哈
最近无聊过渡~
或许是因为爱情把我弄傻掉了吧
嘻嘻~
被一个细心的人爱着很幸福!
我要感谢上帝赐给我一份美丽的爱情故事
虽然有大波大浪,可是我依然坚持下去
感谢老师的鼓励,我会加把劲的!
你看,我都说了我很幸福
虽然如此,我依然摆出一副《生在福中不知福》的模样
嘻嘻
要怎样?这就是我
一段无法用字眼来讲述的爱情
我只需要静静地不出声,
漏出一点点眼神,
你就知道我要说什么了。
我不需要喧闹闹地乱蹦乱跳,
连手都还没动,
你就知道我要的是什么了。
你告诉我,去哪里可以找到第二个你?
我可以告诉你,这是一个不可能的任务!
牵了手,就不要轻易的放手
放了手,就不要轻易地回头
回了头,就不要犹豫去牵手
牵回手,就不要再放手
在放手,我宁愿你去死了算了吧!
一个无厘头的题目,配上一个完全没有内涵的内容
呵呵~
变成了没有话说的文章
不公平!!
我要protest!
我要complain!
我要申冤!
你曾说过我是你的priority
但是…… 我感受不到你心意,或许是因为没有行动来证明吧
好没安全感哦~
我明明有在斋节前陪你走街,逛街,送礼物,去医院,载你兜兜风……
你为什么不会知恩投报? =(
伤心伤心!!
激心激心~~
Loud Festival 闹哄哄音乐节
i stand behind yan and then boy behind me
the tiang full jor~
no place for my hand, so i kao yan =) thx
sure shout WOW geh =D
=(
i need to run xia then only can catch up
i no buy glowing stick
i thought of getting a pink stary glowing stick geh~
but late jor ><
but then idk what happpened
become 8-10:30pm
going out w the crowd
catching a late KTM worrying that we would miss it ><
but in the end still managed to catch it in time =)
we walked back to the car
and i drove boy back home
and then only drove back to my home =)
reached home at 12:30am
kisiao!!~
i showered, then oioi xD
Drop Dead Misery
who else here has an even more miserable life than i have?
I have :-
over flowing orders and i don't think i can hand in in time =(
a relationship problem w my dear =(
problem waking up in time for school, tuition and dates =(
homework undone that i don't understand =(
a hard time bonding with Mr History =(
a sore left arm due to work =(
to endure living with a tight daily schedule =(
many many more things to be sad about my life
im stuck in misery at the moment
why did my habit of sleeping have to take away my happiness??
im disappointed at myself, you are disappointed at me
does it have to stay this way for a long time??
yeeer~~~!!! (scratching head)
*scratch* *scratch* *scratch*
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莫名其妙
这条水啊~
很莫名其妙耶
她穿浴袍,我穿和ロリ,然后姨婆从日本买给我浴袍,我穿
有罪吗?
0.o
又不见你去讲在盆踊り穿浴袍的人?
又不见你去讲在cosplay比赛穿浴袍的人?
莫名其妙
在玩针对啊??!
那些要安慰她的也是,
人家哪里有学她穿浴袍?
强调我没有学你
再加上神明好像没有说过抄袭别人是一名罪名哦?
莫名其妙的一群人
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奇怪?
为什么我奉陪你?
不理啦!
睬你都傻
我换回
哼!!
dissapearance
U just disappeared in a sudden
like vanishing in thin air
there are :
no shadow of you to be seen
no sound of you to be heard
no scent of you to be sniffed
no warmth of you to be felt
where have you been??
what has happened to you??
is it because i decided to leave?
is it because i decided to cancel?
or it is because of yourself?
although waiting is a very romantic thing to do
but after thousands of ticking on my watch,
i lost patience
it's not like a usual 10 to 20 minutes delay
but an hour
it doesn't sound long??
owh, it's LONG when u have 0 things to do to kill time
witnessing buses by buses passing by,
i start to question myself,
"is this even worth it?"
fine!
i took the long route back home
walked slowly
god damn slow
slow until the snail also laughed at me
but sadly, when i reach my house door,
only i received your message that you are OTW
we do have different time zones
><
an hour today, if i really waited,
im afraid that you would make it an excuse on the next delay
who knows there will be a next time
when i am required to wait for more than an hour
and you would tell me
"last time 1 hour also you can wait jor,
now slightly later from last time only mah~"
hmmph!!~
no eye see
(mm)
PLKN aka NS
Program Latihan Khidmat Negara
otherwise known as PLKN
or some of you know at as National Service (NS)
the list is out!
OMGGG~~
so gan zheong!!
9/7/2011
the list is exposed to public
the website now is not so laggy
and thankfully, i didn't get chosen!!
i don't want to mohon also
hahah =D
http://www.khidmatnegara.gov.my/
u try and see can go in anot?
i just now searched for a few ppl geh jor~
shashi
sugan
syazwan
izzul
hafizhat
shalene
ashraff
ummira
rahimi
these of my friends kena
so kesian~~ =(
yeer~
why liddat geh??
i put in so much heart and love into that song and now i got criticized
=(
i ad know the performance was TERRIBLE
but for the time that i sacrificed for it,
isn't it enough to get some compliments and applause??
that is one
another one is the duet
my decision may be very wrong
and i don't want to realise it
if only you stood still and supported your statement all the way
i might have not been such a bad person
my day is filled with hatred and LACK of LOVE
so far today i had not been any happier than the 27 minutes of my day watching one episode of Hayate The Combat Butler
i'm so depressed
*sigh*
still not enough to make me wanna change school
nemai la..
lepas then lepas jor la
talk too much will only get even more hurt
plain
I'm just plain BORED
I'll just drop a few words and leave <3
cold cold cold cold
bye~~
hahahahahah
maru maru mori mori fever
it seems like the whole Japan is into this song a lot
http://www.mysoju.com/japanese-drama/marumo-no-okite/
this is the link to stream this dance's drama
marumo's rule is the title
it took me 2 days to learn this dance
and now im teaching my friends to dance to this song xD
so nice~
i just started watching the drama
so... toodles
~~退休~~
想了很久~终于给我想出要用什么歌的曲了