dissapearance

U just disappeared in a sudden
like vanishing in thin air

there are :
no shadow of you to be seen
no sound of you to be heard
no scent of you to be sniffed
no warmth of you to be felt

where have you been??
what has happened to you??

is it because i decided to leave?
is it because i decided to cancel?
or it is because of yourself?

although waiting is a very romantic thing to do
but after thousands of ticking on my watch,
i lost patience
it's not like a usual 10 to 20 minutes delay
but an hour
it doesn't sound long??
owh, it's LONG when u have 0 things to do to kill time
witnessing buses by buses passing by,
i start to question myself,
"is this even worth it?"

fine!
i took the long route back home
walked slowly
god damn slow
slow until the snail also laughed at me
 but sadly, when i reach my house door,
only i received your message that you are OTW

we do have different time zones
><
an hour today, if i really waited,
im afraid that you would make it an excuse on the next delay
who knows there will be a next time
when i am required to wait for more than an hour
and you would tell me
"last time 1 hour also you can wait jor,
now slightly later from last time only mah~"

hmmph!!~
no eye see
(mm)