How nice and not nice it would be to be able to tell when will my pain start and stop again. This endo thingy is so sudden. It strikes just like that, maybe not. I'm now looking out for pain triggers.
Yesterday my pain gradually increased until I felt paralyzed on mum's bed. (I was watching TV with her) I was thinking through what I have eaten to trigger such excruciating pain. Then I also realised that I was sitting for a long period of time, attempting to finish my assignment. I had always been in pain when I sit, unless I was sitting slantingly, like how I was on the hospital bed.
I generally don't do work on bed, so, I tried once, it doesn't work that way. I can't get hold of my reading pack. Difficult times. The thing about my bed and I now is that, we spend like 2/3 of the day together. Apparently, lying down helps for me and if I don't move, I don't feel pain. When I sit, even breathing is a painful activity, that is when I breathe harder than usual. Distraction is a good pain killer for me, but once I'm conscious about my pain, it strikes real hard.
Being immobile is okay, at least there's no pain. However, when it comes to needing to go to the toilet...............and I can't move, it sucks real time.
I need power
Aaaaah.....!!
So much pain going through at once for 5 ocnsecutive days. Apparently the contraceptives was a form of pain control. My menses arrived 4 days prior to my appointment with my doctor, and that was the day he decided to jab me with contraceptives. Sad... No one expected it to arrive exactly on the 29th day. I hardly have an ordinary 28 day cycle. It usually runs within a range of 28-33 days. Every cycle was different. I'm getting my next jab next month.
I had a monster removed
......And so, the majestic Kaitlynn was pushed from her ward to the operating theater at around 12pm the other day. Covered with blanket as the back of her purple surgery gown was very revealing. Sexy back and an ugly butt crack view if she would need to walk herself all the way from 6th floor to the 2nd floor.
Near the entrance, her mother and brother were asked to not maneuver beyond the red line. Kaitlynn was like "where is the red line?". So, she sat up and looked around the floor. She saw the red line. After her mother and brother were escorted out the room, she was pushed to a side which resembles a parking lot, but it was for hospital beds. From there she lied down, cold, lonely a little excited, as well as scared, she saw the red line near the doors. It was a box, apparently. Then she realised that she didn't have to sit to see the red line.
A few minutes before being pushed into the OT, she was given a cap to tuck in all her hair. Not long after, she saw a huge man, with orange framed glasses walking to the counter then steadily approaching her. Oh, it was her doctor. "How are you feeling?" the doctor asked. She said she was fine, but she lied.
Pushed into the OT, and she say a breath taking view of the busy street in a part of Star Hill. She moved herself from her bed to the other platform. It had an orange ring which resembles night market sold chiffon cakes, that was the ring that her head was supposed to be placed on. So she scooted up and "whoa, the platform was cold" she thought. The next thing she knew, the orange blinds closed the windows, one by one, and the OT was like in the drama set that we see on the screen.
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I think I had laparotomy, cystecomy and one more that I have forgotten about. I think it was for removing the whole reproductive system. Hmm.....
That was a story that happened like one week and a half ago. I'm currently in week two of recovery. This was my first time being hospitalised. Apparently it isn't as fun as it seemed to be. The once majestic Prince Court Medical Centre that I once wanted to explore around wasn't so majestic anymore. Still breathtaking though.
My doctor also told me that he would put me on oral contraceptives. He says that would let my only ovary left (left ovary) rest.
我回来了
在医院睡了好几晚
好像是。。。。。。4 晚
二，三，四，五，六
对，4 晚
不知道怎样讲
身在福中不知福？
上星期三我和妈咪去做身体检查
照ultrasound时，
一个白白的圆圈，
里面黑黑的，然后一条一条短短的白线
和医生谈时，建议我照CT
说可能是卵巢瘤
晚上回家
妈咪比我还紧张，
打开电脑
查哪家医院MRI最多slice——同善
然后再看prince court 有什么医生
最后还是去了prince court
看了医生，
马上安排下星期三开刀
于是我也很淡定地跟诸位教授说出我状况
延迟我交作业的期限
另外再做安排让我好能够完成语文考试
成功啦
什么都星期一
因为星期二中午就要入院了
呵~
我跟你说，
MRI很吵的捏~
一直咚咚咚，咚咚咚……
怪不得爸爸要吃安眠药
被推进去的那刻还蛮好玩的
仿佛在游乐场
接下来，
复诊咯
很无聊。。。唉
之前弟弟也是整天复诊
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下个appointment是29号
吃方面的确要戒口
听一半不听一半 =P
其实还好啦，
这几天都是在家
还没有面对到诱惑
听说我不能走动太多，所以
我的台北之旅，延迟一年T^T
2016见