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今天,我。死。了。

再美丽的童话故事,
就算结局说他们结婚后就过着幸福快乐的日子,
没有人知道他们结婚后发生什么事。

你敢保证他们没有吵过架?
呃??!~

搞不好一开始根本就是一个局
一个完美无瑕的坑
自挖自跳

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好咯
一切都结束了
虽然我不敢确定这是不是一场考验
但我知道他是一个不会拿这种事来开玩笑的人

我曾经相信
一个信 和一个忍
这两个字
是把一份感情保留住关键的两个字
可是……

证明了我是错的

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

今天
他要我离开他
叫我去到一个远远的地方
原因是他被诅下了咒语
一旦他已爱上了一个人
他会情不自禁地把她给杀了
解咒是不可能的
他也不愿意的
因为他一出世还是 baby  的时候就被咒了

因为我对他的爱,
我对他说
我会留住
我不会离开他
因为
我宁愿被他杀
都不要离开他身边

说完后,
他眼泪飙了出来
泪中带一丝丝的红血
左手 “星”一声把一把剑从腰那里拿出来
我眼睁睁的看着他流着血泪
把剑捅进我心里

当他醒觉后,
他连忙地拔剑从我身上抽出来
紧紧地抱着我
向我道歉

我很冷~
我们两个快乐时光的画面
一幕一幕地呈现在我眼前
我脸带着笑容
慢慢地闭上了眼睛
离开了这个世界


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谢谢你
来世再见吧!


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not so happy after all

so many things happened in these few weeks..

it all started on thursday
when my QQ with his wife, Yukari and my cousin Ellie (Eri)
we had lots n lots of fun
since that ellie can only talk ande understand jap,
i learnt a few word in jap
and my jap is improving
n_n*
i learnt to do the obento song along with the actions
(later i'll get the lyrics)
they went back yesterday..
i'm missing ellie very much now~
i remembered that whenever there ppl calls her off
she would go to a person that she trusts and cry
but she didn't cry for long
very short period only

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

i got most of my exam papers already
here are my results
BM    - 70 
BI      - 75  
MM   - 70 
AM    - 45 
Bio     - 67
Phy    - 63
Chem - 70
Sej     - 41 
Moral - 84
none failed
but still dissapointed laa

today when i got into class
my table was swapped
and when i was abt to leave class to chem lab,
then only i realize that i did left books under my table
so i searched all the tables in my class
but i couldn't find it
T~T
i was very very depressed
i screwed up everythg
when ppl greet me, i didn't eply them
(that was rude)
and Edi called my name from the 3rd floor
FEW times,
i got so frus-ed
i shouted "shut up" at him
(gomei)
when i was in the lab,
i paid no attention to tcher
she wasn't teaching btw..
she was discussing abt the exam paper
i asked a piece of A4 paper from dear
i scribbled on the paper to release my anger
i filled up one side of the paper
then i fliped to the other side
i was scribbling slowly then suddenly i sped up
i broke down
i cried
my tears were dripping on the table
and on my skirt
tcher asked what happen to me,
thx izzul n chepah for telling to tcher
so that i dun hef to say
after crying,
i gave my place to priya that was sitting by the sink
i sat on the floor
i didn't cry
most prob cuz dried up
i cried 4 times last night
the bell rang
i went down to class
when i pass by the hall
i saw a stack of books that looked really familiar
then i took it up
"KAITLYNN", my name was on it
my books!!!
finally found em
~>.<~
thank God

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

last night i was crying
i cried 4 times
i got really numb after crying
i tried to reach out for cuppy
i called him twice
but seems like he was sleeping soundly
and din realise my call
i think this can be connected from monday
on monday,
i went to the same tuition centre as cuppy for the first time
gan zheong gan zheong
wana surprise him
n_n
i plan to go there for very long time ad
i din go that time cuz i had a good home tutor
i understd what she taught
so i ended up not taking that tuition
until may...
mid of may to be exact
i called up and asked that centre's tutor if i could join their class
the tutor said that they are having revision
so no point going
then he said that i can start on mid june
(the monday that i went lor)
and pay for half of a month's fee
after sch i went home
eat, shower and so on
never thought that my plan wud fail
turns out that cuppy came earlier than nic
(nic was supposed to be the early one to reach cuz he was the one who ba wei for us)
when i saw cuppy,
i hold on to his arm
he was shocked
but not happy
when he was toking to nic only i know that he din sleep
so there is where all his cranky-ness came from
but still
i dun deserve to be treated that way
i zi ren i din do anythg wrong arh..
when i wanted to tok to cuppy abt this,
he said that he din wana tok abt it
umm...
kekk sam
i continued sending msgs to him
but his replies were like
"um" "em" "owh" "ya" "oo"...
very fu yan
=.="
then i asked if he wanted time on his own
he said he'd appreciate it
so gave him lorr...
then when i needed him,
no replies....
same goes to tues, weds n today
he will tell me that he was tired.
i recal that the last time i let him go cuz
he was never there when i needed him
i wud go "where were you when i needed you most?"
"you were never there"
even he was there he wud go
"um" "ah" "oh"...
if not ler then tok thgs that he shuden hef said
haixx
he finally choi me ad wor..
say wad also hef to kang lah
"daijoubu" i told myself

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cuppy,
i've chosen you after so many swaps
is bcuz i realised that you are the one
i want to be with for my entire life
and not just now

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tiring tiring tiring

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ko zui~

男:聊吗?       女:不  
男:为什么?     女:忙  
男:忙什么?     女:玩  
男:玩什么?     女:游戏  
男:什么游戏?    女:好玩的  
男:什么好玩的?   女:烦  
男:烦就跟我聊?   女:滚  
男:地不干净!   女:靠  
男:給你肩膀!   女:找死啊  
男:“死”在字典961页 女:晕  
男:我有止晕药     女:我服了  
男:服了药就不晕了   女:大哥  
男:认你这个妹妹了   女:拜托  
男:拜可以,不用脱   女:我要疯了  
男:我打120    女:你神仙  
男:不要迷信    女:还让人活嗎  
男:有了我你会活得更精彩   女:555  
男:三五香烟虽好,但有害健康 女:去死吧  
男:我在网吧,不是死吧    女:求你放过我  
男:好,告訴我手机号我就不说了  女:要号干嘛
男:妇女节快到了 女:......
男:你喜欢什么花?      女:我喜欢两种花。
男:哪两种?我送给你!    女:有钱花,随便花!
男:你真美!    女:我哪美?
男:想得美    女:....

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晓暧 II

留院的日子








天天都想念你
想到哭了
呜呜~

你还好吗?
护士姐姐又欺负你吗?
医院的 mum mum 还 ok 吗?

医生说
晓暧留一天就可以了
怎么知道
我隔天去问的时候
医生既然说
要在留久一点
alamak!!~
怎么搞的??!!
ok...
为了要晓暧康复,
我等!

等咯
一直等
等到……!!
没耐心了
打了我拿手的“夺命追连 call ”
call 到医院去
开始是由护士姐姐接电话先
才转交给医生
后来就直接到医生那边了

一个礼拜,
有一个礼拜
酱 delay 法
我对他失去信任了

我在 5 月 17 号收到风
讲我可以带晓暧出院了
yeah !!!
高兴到…… =)
好事来的

但……
我已进到晓暧的病房时,
晓暧她……进急诊室了
OMG!!
怎么了???


待续……

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晓暧 I

呜呜~~
我的晓暧……回不来了!!!

那天我带晓暧去 clinic
医生说要带晓暧去医院
因为晓暧的病情很复杂
听到医生这么一说
我二话不说就便以闪电般的速度
带了晓暧去附近的医院检验

我紧紧地抱着晓暧
到柜台前的护士向她求救
她连看都不看我
我火都来了
我语气重了
那位护士才发现我的存在
气爆了!
她给了我号码
我往上看那亮着红色号码的告示牌
离我手上拿着的号码还差整 7 个人

我坐在第二排的位子
第一排满了
左手边坐着一个高高的少女
染了铜褐色的长头发
盘着丸子头
在右边 clip 了一朵小小黄色的花
穿着小碎花的洋装
充满了日系美媚的味道
她两手握着电话
我猜测踏是在和朋友传简讯吧

而坐在我右手边的
有一个 aunty 和她 4 或 5 岁大的儿子
也在等着要给医生检查

我一时东张西望
一时发呆
我抬头看看在墙上挂着的大钟显示着 3 点 42 分
我算一算,
发觉我在这里呆了 20 分钟多
这间医院的效率怎么那么慢啊!
还有 2 个号码就到我了
急死我了!!
我心跳速度加快
我手心开始冒汗

我看着我空着的双手
呆了 3 秒多
才发现到
呃……
晓暧不见了!
糟糕!
我想晓暧会不会是尿急了,
去上厕所了?
去厕所看,
晓暧没有在耶
我慌了
心里想着
“惨了。
晓暧的记忆力衰退了,
还有大近视呢!
搞不好,晓暧不认得路回来呢!
这下可惨了!”
亏妈妈还这么的信任我,
交待我要好好地看住晓暧哦!
我当场崩溃

我……
我不是故意的!
谁叫晓暧酱爱乱跑
呜呜~
我问问隔壁的姐姐和 aunty
问他们又没有看见晓暧
好彩,又被他们注意到
原来晓暧自己去一个角落坐着
因为要避开正面吹着他的冷气机

叮咚!
到我们了
我手牵着晓暧走进了医生的房
一进到去
都是 Ralph Lauren 的香水味
我就猜到是个男的
果然没猜错!
的确是男的
但…… 他没有很帅
有点失望。

我解释给医生关于晓暧的问题
被医生就当检查的摸一摸后
医生说他怀疑是神经线长期被压住
导致晓暧的记忆力衰退
嗯…… 或许吧
我本身对医药不怎么 pro
所以相信了医生的话
医生说要留院做 scanning 和观察
我很紧张!!

待续……

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