Feeling so depressed now
Can’t really describe it
But some of you might have experienced it before too
Today I faced the worst among the worst!
This morning I planned to wake up at 5.30am
But I snoozed till it was 6.10am
Bryan took shower that time
So I had to wait…
6.15am my turn
Before I go down for breakfast,
I took some money from mum
To pay school stuffs
RM 150, I requested
Seems like I miscounted Pn Lee’s RM 7
Quite sad
At school,
During Scouts meeting
I candidate myself to be the secretary for 2011 Scouts
When our teacher read my name,
I looked to the back
Beautifully, no one voted for me
Not even one!!
I wanted to cry
Because I never had this problem before
Not even my own brother or the people that likes me
So sad
I keep thinking that it’s my own fault
All of these happen because of my attitude
(mum said)
I just can’t seem to find the perfect/logic reason
Then I went up stairs,
While walking up,
Those MPV boys started giving me new nicknames
One of them was …… ( a porn star’s name ) …..
No comment
The worst is this did not happen once,
But TWICE!!
After recess was when it happened again
I don’t know should I be happy or not
Because the new nickname was also
Another ex classmate of mine’s favourite
How did I know??
This is quite simple,
He introduced me to her with website X
Ok,
I was curious
I told my brother to Google it
In Google images,
I can see that she looks very much like Malay
Went to website X,
She puts on 1 inch thick make up
And she moans in a very “cute” way
==”
I’m still wondering why will people like him
be interested in this kind of girl?
My day haven’t end
After recess, after I climbed up 3 floors
Then only I recalled that after recess is Physics class
Daaang!!
Now I have to go down 2 floors
During class,
I kept saying the same meaning phrases
But a different word from teacher
After class, I went back to my classroom
Ms Elina!!~
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Hafizhat told me to go and see Umi downstairs
Very tired ler!
Went all the way down,
Tried on a striking coloured vest
Size 38 doesn’t suit me
I asked Umi if they have larger size
The this boy,
Teased me saying that I’m fat
==”
Nothing to do with my tummy
Having a gifted size is OK!
I’m just different
It’s a very depressing day
I feel like changing school at the moment
Or maybe I just need someone to open my mind
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