X X X haixxx X X X

it has been quite some time since i last type in english
hahaha

i want to be the happy one,
but seems like the reality isn't that way

aargh!!!
i really need to release some tension out of myself
exam is around the corner
(which is stressful enough)
and there comes another social problem
(which will make it DOUBLE stressfulness)

i want to find a beach which has a jetty made of wood,
i'll be standing on big2 stone by the sea
while the ice cold wind blowing into my spine
with the terrible ache i shall scream my heart out loud

like this

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH....................!!!!!!!~~