You'd better not bug me

i'm warning you!
dont get to close to him
well,
if u tell me to do that,
im sure that i will get even closer
and it just happened.
hah!

i told my mum i wanna learn ballet,
she let me learn.
then a few weeks later i got bored,
i quit ballet.
few years later,
i told my mum i wanna learn piano,
she said no.
in the end she let me learn,
then a few months later,
i quit piano class.
and im very sure that one fine day,
i will tell my mum
i wanna learn violin,
she'll say no..nono..nonono..
then i dunno.
well,
we'll see how long it last arh~~

i just realised that
i am truly an aquarius
we aquariuses change rapidly
i can like piano, violin,
and others at the same time.
just like how i handle a relationship
i can be loyal
but loyal to a lot of people.

sometimes i do hate myself so badly!
cuz everytime i get frustrated or stressed up,
i will scratch the wall.
had always been like that.
then i wud be getting scoldings

i dun like the life that im having now.
i tried to maintain my relationship with him.
yet he wanted
almost everything that i couldn't give.
it's like he can read my mind,
it's like he knows every weakness of mine.
it's so easy for him to seduce me.
he is a big influence in me.

every step im taking,
i need to be alert.
once i take a wrong step,
the whole jenga will collapse
just like that *snap*
it's not like i wan it to be liddat
but it just happens naturally.
everyone tells me that
both of us look good together,
i had good taste,
he was the lucky one,
i was the lucky one.

like what i said,
i am loyal.....to alot of people.